This past summer, I say past as if I have conceded that summer is over and the next school year is imminent, originally had the curse of following the most passionate, life-affirming, beautiful summer I ever experienced. Though this past summer had the odds stacked against it, it has proven to be quite comparable to its predecessor.
Newby and I have spent and will continue to spend so much time together, every day affirming the value of our relationship. We went to a wedding together; it must be stated here that going to a wedding while in a serious relationship with your serious partner is a big deal for me. Weddings and the way in which you conduct yourself in the wedding mean a lot to me: explanation of this is for a different time and a different place. Newby, however, went above and beyond in this wedding situation. We had a blast, and I cried and dirtied his handkerchief, good tears mind you.
Also this summer, Christina decided that she would move home: a choice that I feel has already proven to be the right choice. I'm fairly excited about spending some good time with her that does not require a five hour drive.
Also, it means one more person that I get to help form a class schedule for. :)
With the happiness of this summer has come some more serious and disheartening news. About a month and a half ago I was diagnosed with Fibromyalgia. Basically I have chronic pain, frequent anxiety, constant fatigue along with a dozen other symptoms: tightness in my chest, numbness, Fibro fog to name a few. I encourage everyone to go to the National Fibromyalgia Associate website and learn about the horrible aspects of this "invisible disease". Unfortunately, there's no cure for Fibro. I do, however, believe that God has given me this burden (or gift) for a reason.
I have found strength in God's words; "2Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, 3because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. 4Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything." James 1: 2-4
-amh
